as half as much as i hate myself

con_fessions @ 2004-08-21T13:12:00

2004-08-21T17:21:22Z

hey evryone i got a new layout. it is stifler lol i love american wedding so i put it on.. it is only temorary though. i wana find a fall out boy one but i cant.. no one better copy me now and get one. ne ways i woke up today to matt taj and jackee calling me how nice,.. oh well i guess its nice that they wanted to call me =). so then me and taj and matt and jackee got off and she called me and we talked then we got off the phone bc i had to get ready and go to victory and she was guina go to matts with me but she cant go now and then matt called and now i am going over his house i think and i dont know how i am guna get there if i cant find where my dad is.

ughh another day of fun =)..

If I needed someone to -control- me
If I needed someone to hold me { down }
I would change my direction and save myself before I-
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction, and save myself before I-
[ d r o W n ]

hey everyone..

2004-08-21T03:15:28Z

hey evryone i havent updated in a LONG time. my internet like disconnected. sry .. my summer has been alright. nothin new ,.. i like havent changed at all. weed. weed weed. my life sry to say it but its true. though i am cutting back. i hate it people think that people like me want to smoke. well i dont u dont get it can be addicting mentally, and then there are the people who want to be like us.. but why do they want to? it isnt worth it. i thought i would say that bc i havent wrote in a while.

well lets review our days:

Tuesday:

i went over Jackees and we had a really fun time i missed her so much i love thtat gurl. like i always think i am over her when i dont see her for a whiile then i see her again and i am like damn i am like still not over her at all, then we went downtown got picked and and got a fifteen bag. gone. went to matts chilled there. then went home.

Yesterday:

Was at matts. hung out with tay he left when we were guna go to jackees. so we went with billy and matt on bikes and met them there. they took so long so we saw justin at his house smoked a few ciggs with them. then bought weed. left. hung out at matts. tay got there. we some how smoked a blunt i forget it was so good i was sooo high. then i forget the rest

Today:

I smoke this morning a lil bit and then went home and i have been talking to jackee ALL day on the phone we are going skool shopping together.. and we are going to the beach thing together woo hoo i love her. i miss kina i have not seen her in a while. she has been readign books. i remeber i got her so high with this bowl we smoked it was so fun. then i miss jess. i love her i havent seen in in a while.

well i am guna go.. i love u all

let me slip [ a w a y ]

`zaCh.mE.oFf*

p.s. comment me for new layouts.. lol i feel like a new one.

con_fessions @ 2004-07-14T17:06:00

2004-07-14T21:22:50Z

hey people.. like my new journal? i like the colors and shit batman was gettnig boring.. lol ne wayz.,i am really bored today i wrote an entrie earlier but i forgot to post it lol. it wasnt ne thing special ne wayz thhough.. hmm i am buying sum purple x from tajj i am so happy i am guna get it this weekend and me and katie are guna smoke up! i miss katie, kina, and arielle. i miss the times me and katie and kina used to have. we are all so much differnt now.. we are goign our seperate wayz it feels to me and i DEF dont want that to happen. me and katie and kina are guna hang out one day just the three of us. i miss that. i miss arielle to i feel like we are drifting too. i havent seen her in a while and i miss her,, she is so nice to me she always says the fucking nicest things to me and shit and i like cry. me and arielle= cry buddies. lol. i miss taj too. he is in fitchburg all the time. i dont really see him much so i miss him but in a way we have gotten SOO much closer. like before taj wouldnt even talk to me but now me and him have like wicked long convos. he sticks up for me and shit now too. i love all of them. i really hope i have them through highskool and shit. i miss jess g too i havent seen her in a while. i guess she is getting better from her counsiling i think, i am happy for her. i miss the old jackee too the one that was nice to me and shit now she is just a bitch to me. i thought i fucking loved that gurl but i think my perspective of her changed becuase she is rly mean to me often. oh well ill stop boring u with all this shit haha. well i am guna go sucka.. i will write later i might not for a while because i think i am guna go over matts tomorrow i will try to update..

fuck me

hehe

I am moody and messy
I get restless and it's senseless
And you never seem to care
When I'm angry you listen
When you're happy it's a mission
And you w o n 't stop till I'm t he re

hmm

2004-07-14T04:00:15Z

wow alot has happened in these days.. well im not writing about them either becuase it is way to long. oh well yesterday though we got pulled over by the police because me and matt were on a moped haha oh well. tonight was wicked horrioble. but i snatched a kool pare or white shorts from Olympia.. but yeah me matt deanna jackee and alex went to the m,all and met with ryan and then mike cj and sean and then we went to the mall and shit and jackee was being a big bitch wen we got in the car because she smelled bad.. i mean we didnt care she smelled but we were just playing with her and shit and like if it was us she woulda not stopped and shit but we did,., and like then she got dumped by mike and she didnt evn care.. then she was bitchy so i was like whatever fuck you jackee.. and its been bugging me all night now. like i thought that i liked jackee.. thats who the -her- was in my entries. but now that she has been all mean to me i dont know what to think...thats why i am up so late writing this becuase i had to get it off my chest.. i like jackee and were kool and then she is a bitch around certain people and i dont know what to think. like do i know a differnt her than evryone else or am i the only one she acts differnt around.. does she act real around me or the other group? thats what pisses me off. the fact jackee does shit like that. thats why im mad at her. and becuase she was being a bitch then she is like wtf im not going dress shopping if zach is becuase hes pissed at me for a dumb fuckin reason.. and like she wouldnt be mad at me if i was bitchy at her i guess a lot of anger has built up inside of me with her becuase she is mean to me a lot and i just dont say ne thing bc i liked her so much and so today i just was like wtf im not letting her be a bitch to me today. and i dont feel bad writing al this shit if ur reading this jackee becuase this is how i feel of felt maybe. i dont know why ur a bitch to me all the time, is it me or sumthing, i mean tell me whats wrong with me? whatever this is a wicked long entrie and i am not writing any more than this

FUCK U

`zach

con_fessions @ 2004-07-10T16:07:00

2004-07-10T20:19:33Z

i hate me i hate me i hate me i hate me i hate me i hate me i hate me

ne wayz i am realy bored right now. i feel like evryone doesnt call becuase they all hate me and when i call them they see my number and are like oh shit its zach dont pick up.. it prob is like that that. im not doing ne thing today and it sucks. i am always doign sumthing and im not today. i hate my self.. i wish i would die.. the person i like left me a comment and it was like thanks a lot and shit and i feel really bad and i wish i didnt and i do still like her. ne wayz i did these quizzes to take sum time up becuase it seems like this day will nvr end. its endless. i wish it was tomorrow becyase i will do sumthing tomorrow no matter what.i hope. well here are the quizzes.. ill put them on my next entrie.

the.kid.in.the.c o r n e r

have another drink and drive urself home.

i hope theres ice on all the roads.

and u can think of .me. when u forget ur seatbelt-

and again when ur head goes through the windsheild

con_fessions @ 2004-07-10T12:46:00

2004-07-10T16:48:32Z

hey evryonei kinda just woke up and im rly tired.. nothing is goig on tday so it is guna be madd boring.. ughh last night i talked to arielle on the phone and then she called sarahon 3 way and talked about me and shit it was wicked funny..then we went online and we both oculdnt sleep.. i love arielle she is so kool..

well i am guna go i have nothing to write

f u c k u

-me

p.s

2004-07-10T00:58:11Z

p.s.
i am actually not over her i only wish i was not in a bad way but i hate liking some one and not being liked back, and i know i cant help her not liking me but who would wana like me i wouldnt wana like me if i was a girl. so i wrote that and i didnt rly mean it like that.. so i just felt like i needed to write that.
i haTe m e

con_fessions @ 2004-07-09T20:25:00

2004-07-10T00:39:34Z

hey evryone.

im at home now. my mom wanted me home becuase she knew if she didnt make me come home tday i wouldnt be home another two or three days, so ne wayz emma is over and she is falling asleep. i have had a pretty interesting weekend.. bad though.. lets see i dont rly remember but hmm me and jon think we know where my mom gets her weed and we are driving over there and stealing it all haha so my mom cant get ne lol.. ne wayz that was three dayz ago then the other day was well interesting.. i dont really know what happened, then yesterday sucked. we were at Arielles and we were having a good time bought some wrid thing from tru value and then we were having a blast. cant say what happened its classified. and it was me matt arielle and jackee and we we having a blast doing like nothing lol were dorks. but ne who then katie got there ( i love her ) and she found something out and then i felt so bad about something and i still feel bad and she like said she was sry.. i dont know why though she had no reason to say sry i guess it was well deserved. then we left and me and jackee like speed walked home lol and matt and arielle were left in the dust when we walked to matts.. then jackee met up with kina and left me.. idc i still love her but it kinda pissed me off though. then me kina jackee arielle and matt went on matts upper porch and we sat there for like 2 hours lol and then we went to bed at like 11 or 12 and woke up today and hung out with tay then at two i had to leave.. and now im home.. bored, sad, ... .......... .. ...... welli am guna go

h a t e ..me..

zach

we're here and now, but will we ever be again
cause i have found
all that shimmers in this world is sure to f a d e
away again

at matts grandmas

2004-07-07T16:49:46Z

hey evryone i am at matts grandmas right now... im guna tell u what went on in my day so far.. well

i woke up on the couch lol bc it was to hot in my room and mirinda walked in the house and jumped on me haha she is so kool. then we were at the house for a while and me and mirinda went to dunkin donuts,.. and we were almost there and we saw all these staties and mirinda was lik " ahh its a po po fiesta!" haha it was so funny.. then we went to Dunkin Donuts and we got our cofees and we were ordering and there was this big huge truck so we couldnt here what she was saying so we were like... yyyyeeeeahhhhhhh.. and we got the coffees and we were 14 cents short bc we were paying with like quaters haha.. and then we had to use my ten oh well.. hmm then she dropped me off at matts becuase she had to go pick her friend up and go to fitchburg to buy some pills to make u pass a drug test lol. and when i go tto matts we went for a walk and i had a cigg.. then we went to the post office and now i am at matts grandmas and they are all eating and i dont wana becuase i dont think i would like it so i am on the computer writing this gay entrie its wicked boring.. well i am guna go

zachhhy

p.s i am over -her- i think finally i realized the real person she was.

quizzy for jess journal

2004-07-07T04:14:21Z

SECTi0N>1: ABOUT YOU_
+` name: zach
+` gender: male
+` height: 5'2"
+` hair color: light brown
+` eye color: blue/ green one of those
+` location: ayer/ shirley
+` fears: rejection not being able to breathe
SECTi0N>2: HAVE Y0U EVER_
+` peed in your pants: maybe when i was younger
+` cheated on someone: sadly yes.. im not saying with who or on who
+` fallen off the bed: lol yes
+` fallen for a relative: noo
+` had plastic surgery: no
+` failed a grade: nope
+` broke someones heart: yes
+` had your heart broken: yes
+` done something you regret: yup
+` cheated on a test: haha yes
+` broken a body part: nope

SECTi0N>3: CURRENTLY_
+` wearing: pajamas
+` listening to: nothing
+` chewing: nothing
+` feeling: tired, pissed, sad
+` located: living room
+` chatting with: taj
+` watching: nothing
+` should really be: sleeping lol

SECTi0N>4: D0 Y0U_
+` brush your teeth: yes
+` like anybody: yupp
+` have any piercings: no
+` drive: not yet
+` believe in santa: no
+` ever get off the pc: yes

SECTi0N>6: THE LAST PERS0N Y0U_
+` hugged: jackee i think
+` IMed: taj
+` talked to on the phone: matt
+` yelled at: mom and dad
+` tripped: no one that i can remember

SECTi0N>7: PERS0NAL_
+` what do you want to be when you grow up: idk
+` what was the worst day of your life: ive had more than one
+` most embarrassing story: i don't really have one.
+` the best day of your life: havent had one
+` what comes first in your life: friends
+` do you have a bf/gf/crush: i think crush
+` if you had an extra set of eyes, where would u put them: on the back of my head
+` what do you usually think about before you go to bed: the next day, that day, -her-
SECTi0N>8: FAV0RiTE_
+` movie: hmmmm to hard to think of
+` song: grand theft auto- fall out boy
+` store: american eagle... pac sun
+` relative: my auntie
+` sport: basketball, surfing
+` vacation spot: florida
+` ice cream flavor: cookie dough, half baked
+` fruit: apples, strawberries, watermelon.
+` candy: skittles
+` holiday: christmas
+` day of the week: friday and saturday
+` colors: baby blue, brown, orange, navy blue
+` name for a girl: cara, hmm i dont know
+` name for a boy: i dont know either

SECTi0N>9: D0 Y0U_
+` like to give hugs: yup, i love to.
+` like to walk in the rain: with who??
+` sleep with or without clothes on: with and without lol
+` blue or black pens: black or blue i dont care
+` dress up for halloween: hehe yea.
+` have a job: kinda.
+` like to travel: yes
+` sleep on side, stomach, or back: side i think
+` think you're attractive: no
+` want to marry: yes, not ne time soon
+` have stuffed animals: yup
+` go on vacation: sometimes

SECTi0N>1o: WHAT D0 Y0U THiNK AB0UT_
+` abortion: not against it.
+` bill clinton: i thought he was a good president i think i dont reallly no about him to much +` eating disorders: against.
+` tattoos:i want my name on my arm
+` piercings: i don't mind them at all
+` make up: if you wear it, good for you. if you don't, who cares. doesn't matter to me either way.
+` drinking: there's nothing wrong with it, in my opinion even if you are underage, who cares.
+` smoking pot: i'm not against this either. if people want to, then they do.

SECTiON>11: ThiS OR THAT_
+` pierced nose or tongue: tounge
+` be serious or funny: funny mostly, depends on the situation
+` single or taken: single wit a FWB
+` simple or complicated: simple.
+` law or action: action
+` mtv or bet: mtv
+` 7th heaven or dawson's creek: dawsons creek
+` sugar or salt: sugar
+` silver or gold: silver
+` tongue or belly button ring: tounge
+` chocolate or flowers: chocolat
+` angels or miracles: angels
+` color or black&white photos: black and white. color. both.
+` sunrise or sunset: sunset
+` m&ms or skittles: skittles
+` rap or rock: i like both.
+` stay up late or sleep: stay up late, and sleep
+` tv or radio: tv
+` taller or shorter members of the opposite sex: i dont care
moon: moon
+` diamond or ruby: diamonds
+` left or right: for what?
+` 10 acquaintances or one best friend: one best friend
+` vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
+` kids or no kids: kid
+` cat or dog: dog
+` mustard or ketchup: ketchup and mustard
+` spring or fall: spring
+` give or receive: give
+` rain or snow: rain
+` lace or satin: satin
+` a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship: lifetime of friendship
+` happy or sad: happy
+` sneakers or sandals: both
+` duct tape or scotch tape: who gives a shit..?
+` candy or soda: candy and soda
+` a house in the woods or the city: city

SECTi0N>12: 0THER QUESTi0NS_
+` do you go to church: no
+` do you like church: no.
+` why or why not: boring i dont rly belive it.
+` what's your favorite kind of tree: palm trees and apple trees and pig maple trees
+` out of all your friends who has the coolest room: who cares

DO...

you wish you could live somewhere else = yes, very much so.
you want more piercings =

SECTi0N>1: ABOUT YOU_
+` name: jessica
+` gender: female
+` height: 5'2"
+` hair color: light brown...i'm dying it later though.
+` eye color: blue
+` location: Shirley
+` fears: losing a loved one, spiders
SECTi0N>2: HAVE Y0U EVER_
+` peed in your pants: maybe when i was younger
+` cheated on someone: no
+` fallen off the bed: lol yes
+` fallen for a relative: noo
+` had plastic surgery: no
+` failed a grade: nope
+` broke someones heart: yes
+` had your heart broken: oh yes
+` done something you regret: yup
+` cheated on a test: haha yes
+` broken a body part: nope

SECTi0N>3: CURRENTLY_
+` wearing: pajamas
+` listening to: nothing
+` chewing: nothing
+` feeling: hungry, tired, bitchy
+` located: my parent's room
+` chatting with: nobody
+` watching: nothing
+` should really be: on my treadmill

SECTi0N>4: D0 Y0U_
+` brush your teeth: yes
+` like anybody: yup
+` have any piercings: yes, 2 in each ear.
+` drive: not yet
+` believe in santa: no
+` ever get off the pc: yes

SECTi0N>6: THE LAST PERS0N Y0U_
+` hugged: my mom
+` IMed: dee
+` talked to on the phone: megan
+` yelled at: my dad
+` tripped: no one that i can remember

SECTi0N>7: PERS0NAL_
+` what do you want to be when you grow up: psychologist
+` what was the worst day of your life: no comment
+` most embarrassing story: i don't really have one.
+` the best day of your life: June 1, 2004
+` what comes first in your life: family
+` do you have a bf/gf/crush: boyfriend
+` if you had an extra set of eyes, where would u put them: on the back of my head
+` what do you usually think about before you go to bed: depends on what i did during the day.

SECTi0N>8: FAV0RiTE_
+` movie: grease
+` song: open arms by journey
+` store: weathervane
+` relative: my cousin, joanna
+` sport: football and baseball
+` vacation spot: florida
+` ice cream flavor: cookie dough
+` fruit: anything, i love fruit.
+` candy: reese's
+` holiday: christmas
+` day of the week: friday and saturday
+` colors: baby blue
+` name for a girl: cara, peyton. i also love the name astrid.
+` name for a boy: hayden, tristen

SECTi0N>9: D0 Y0U_
+` like to give hugs: yup, i love to.
+` like to walk in the rain: depends on if i'm with someone or not.
+` sleep with or without clothes on: with
+` blue or black pens: black
+` dress up for halloween: hehe yea, but i think i'm done.
+` have a job: no, i want one though.
+` like to travel: yes
+` sleep on side, stomach, or back: side and stomach
+` think you're attractive: no
+` want to marry: yes
+` have stuffed animals: yup
+` go on vacation: sometimes

SECTi0N>1o: WHAT D0 Y0U THiNK AB0UT_
+` abortion: i'm against it.
+` bill clinton: i never liked him, it doesn't matter to me though because he's no longer president.
+` eating disorders: i'm not for them but i'm not against them either. urgh. whatever.
+` tattoos: i've always wanted one
+` piercings: i don't mind them at all
+` make up: if you wear it, good for you. if you don't, who cares. doesn't matter to me either way.
+` drinking: there's nothing wrong with it, in my opinion even if you are underage, who cares.
+` smoking pot: i'm not against this either. if people want to, then they do.

SECTiON>11: ThiS OR THAT_
+` pierced nose or tongue: nose
+` be serious or funny: funny
+` single or taken: taken
+` simple or complicated: complicated...makes life more exciting.
+` law or action: action
+` mtv or bet: mtv
+` 7th heaven or dawson's creek: 7th heaven
+` sugar or salt: sugar
+` silver or gold: silver
+` tongue or belly button ring: belly button
+` chocolate or flowers: flowers
+` angels or miracles: angels
+` color or black&white photos: black and white. i LOVE black and white photography. everyone thinks i'm crazy, haha.
+` sunrise or sunset: sunset
+` m&ms or skittles: skittles
+` rap or rock: i like both.
+` stay up late or sleep: stay up late
+` tv or radio: radio
+` taller or shorter members of the opposite sex: the same height or taller
+` sun or moon: moon
+` diamond or ruby: diamonds
+` left or right: right
+` 10 acquaintances or one best friend: one best friend
+` vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
+` kids or no kids: kids
+` cat or dog: dog
+` mustard or ketchup: ketchup
+` spring or fall: fall
+` give or receive: receive
+` rain or snow: snow
+` lace or satin: lace
+` a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship: lifetime of friendship
+` happy or sad: happy
+` sneakers or sandals: flip flops <3
+` duct tape or scotch tape: who gives a shit..?
+` candy or soda: candy
+` a house in the woods or the city: city

SECTi0N>12: 0THER QUESTi0NS_
+` do you go to church: only on holidays
+` do you like church: yea i guess so.
+` why or why not: it depends on how long the sermon is.
+` what's your favorite kind of tree: palm trees
+` out of all your friends who has the coolest room: i haven't been in all of theirs so i don't know.

DO...

you wish you could live somewhere else = yes, very much so.
you want more piercings = i dont hvae ne but i want my tounge
you like roller coasters = yeah
you write in cursive or print = print

FOR OR AGAINST...
long distance relationships = im kinda against bc ots rly hard but for the people that do it thats kool
smoking = for, i dont care, weed=for ciggs- againts dont start ciggs
driving drunk = against
gay/lesbian relationships = for, i dont rly care

WHAT...
shampoo do you use = pantene pro-v
shoes do you wear = adios, quicksilver flip flops, and etnies sandals

HAVE YOU EVER...
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: oh yea
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: no
Planned your week based on the TV: no
Been on stage: yup
Been to New York: yess
Wished you were another gender: nope
What time is it now?: 12: 12 am

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
Do you want children one day? yes
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: loyalty, trust, honesty, fun

long time no update

2004-07-07T03:50:28Z

wow... havent updated in a while.. hmm just got back from maine.. pretty fun pretty shitty weather though.. hehe.. well ne wayz i went to the fireworks or the 3rd.. pretty fun a lotta fights and shit and aaron almost got his ass kicked =(.. i dont know why though. earlier that day me and arielle found a nug from a joint and it was huge and we smoked it and i was so baked haha.. the day before was the fireworks in devens.. it was alright i wassooo tired though lol. oh yeah taylor and jackee broke up. hmm i got to see her both nights of the fireworks.. hehe.. well ne wayz i am guna do this quiz in a second

h a t e me

well

2004-06-30T21:30:33Z

hey evryone,, i am home now and i am really bored.. so i decided to update lol. like my new layout.. BATMAN that is temporary til i find one i like better,, yeah i have been having a really boring day.. yday was alright jeff had a pool party then taj came over matts,.. then the day before i got completely trashed and puked all over the place at the gazebo. but ne wayz.. yeah i think i am going to get a haircut today lol.. what an interesting enrty huh?

well i am guna go i am tlkin to taj right now buh bye

fuck y o u

-me

p.s taj i still love u an i know what justin said isnt all true and hopefully evryone will find out what it true and whts not

quiz quiz quiz

2004-06-27T21:25:30Z

lol i stole it from arielles thing,.. i wonder if it is true.. .. ...... ... hmm

hope this dont happen lol

How will you DIE?
Name / Username
You will die	ina drive-by
At age	71

This quiz by Confused_Pete - Taken 53976 Times. </a>

New! Get Free Daily Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz

con_fessions @ 2004-06-27T12:40:00

2004-06-27T16:45:49Z

hey evryone.. back from maine

well i guess it was better than i expected.. boring but thats what happens when ur in maine.. im not doing ne thing today becuase matt is going to laurens and shit and so i am not doing ne thing.. i went downtown in maine and bought a sweatshirt,,.. its black i like it.

so ne wayz i am home and tomorrow i am going to matts and itll be pretty fun, he got in some huge fight with his mommy and so yeahhh it sucks for what it is about.. but he will get his way outta it.. lol well ima write later.. buh bye

zachee

con_fessions @ 2004-06-25T13:01:00

2004-06-25T17:02:00Z

i knew i was forgeting some one.. Jess,, she is so kool and i love her and i can tlk to her about ne thing i lvoe u jess

this thing from katies journal

2004-06-25T16:54:13Z

01. I'm single.
02. I love the color purple
03. Shopping is fun --sumtimes
04. I love broadway shows
05. I think gay marriage should be approved. -- i dont rly care
06. I'm obsessed with food-- eating food
07. I enjoy scrapbooking.
08. I love the color red.
09. I love to wear sandals
10. I LOVE hugs.
11. I like to take pictures.
12. I am strong
13. I like root beer.
14. I love to drink water
15. I'm an actress.
16. I love dark chocolate.
17. My best friend is exactly like me.
18. I prefer city over small town
19. I love Finding Nemo
20. I love going to concerts
21. I wear a lot of make-up.
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I know that I need more sleep
24. I hate needles
25. I would never get a tattoo.
26. I'm taking piano lessons.
27. I love Reese's
28. I'm depressed
29. I always take showers
30. I love to swim.
31. I like to travel
33. I hate being bored
34. I'm too lazy
35. I love to watch Friends
36. I love American Idol.
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I want to go to college.
39. I've never been used/used someone.
40. Getting new things is always fun.
41. I love giving gifts - i dont mind it
42. I enjoy recieving them as well
43. I'm loud in some classes and quiet in others.
44. I love watching films.
45. I am very crazy at times.
46. I love massages
47. I love bubble baths.
48. I consider sex before marriage a bad thing.
49. I like eating
50. I love using the computer .
51. I think too much.
52. Math is pointless
53. I love to write and type random things.
54. I eat too much junk food.
55. Titanic makes me cry.
56. I open up to others easily.
57. I have a sister.
58. I like to sing.
59. I also like to act.
60. I want to be a Broadway actress.
61. I get good grades.
62. I have a tendency to cry for no reason.
63. I love the Disney Channel
64. I hate it when people judge others.
65. I love watching tv.
66. I'm pushy
67. I like being the center of attention.
shit i deleted 68 on accidnet and i forget what it said.. fuck
69. I like writing and receiving letters.
70. I listen to the radio all the time
71. I love listening to music.
72. I like to read.
73. I have blue eyes.
74. I love wearing skirts.
75. I love cats.
76. I love ice cream.
77. I hate my figure..
78. I like to talk.
79. Guys are confusing.
80. I like going shopping with my mom
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all.
82. I love Lemonade Coolatas
83. I enjoy being single.
84. I love painting.
85. I want to live in NYC.
86. I wake up at 5 on school days.
87. I would love to visit the Mall of America.
88. I have naturally curly hair.
89. I love kissing
90. I'm always there for my friends
91. I hate when people are mean.
92. I love talking on the phone.
93. My favorite cookie is chocolate chip.
94. I'd do anything for the people i love.
95. I like sports.
96. I have a wild side.
97. I have never been in love.
98. My sign is Aries.
99. I hate Hillary Duff.
100. I'm an emotionally stable perso

getting ready

2004-06-25T16:32:26Z

well i just got back from matts, and now i have to get ready to go to maine. sucks huh? yeah, well yesterday was soo fun. i was at matts and we hung out with Aaron Matty and Billy, then i had some interveiw for the newspaper.. and Billy was like Zach can i suck ur dick or sumthing!? and then the guy was like uhhh i think u shuld get back to ur friends and shit and i was like i am guna fucking kill him. he was fucking pissing me off so bad. then we went to arielles ... fun fun.. it was rly fun at her house i like being there.. and then we went home around like 9 30 and we went home hung out with Kina and Jackee and we went for a bike ride that was pretty fun. i never realized how much all my friends mean to me.. i mean i just thought about it,.. all of my friends are going to lunenburg and i cant go.. it sucks. they all mean so much to me.. arielle is the most trustworthy person.. kina is soo kool and shit to me i love her.. katie is the funniest person EVER and ive known her forever.. jackee is so kool and always puts a smile on my face whenever i see her.. taj i love taj he is so funny.. taylor is a good friend and he alwys makes things rly fun.. aaron is like my brother i love him.. danny is like the funnesit guy ever him and katie hehe.. mike rice another funny person-- close to danny and katie.. wow i graduaed with my class and now it seems like i am leaving them and i cant help it.. it sucks. i love all of them.

oh yeah jackee drew these pics whjile she was suspended or sumting and she gave it to me and it means so much to me like she told me how much the picture means to her and for to to give it to me is so fucking nice,, i love her. we are hanging out soon hopefully. well i have wrote alot and i am guna go pack some more for gay ass maine

yyyyyyeah

zach

con_fessions @ 2004-06-24T10:54:00

2004-06-24T14:55:03Z

hey evryone im back

i dont know what i am doing today.. hmm maybe a lil boredness.. my stupid ass mom wants me to go to maine with ehr as a punishment for me being a bitch to her or sumthing.. oh well i am not going to maine right when i get outta skool NO THANKS BITCH damn i think i am just realizing that i graduated.. weird.. i cant belive its happned. i dont even know what high skool i am going to it sucks.. i wana go to lunenburg but i have to go to ayer hmmm well i am guna go

write later

fuckoff

zach

:: in scHool! ::

2004-06-24T13:39:48Z

hey evryone sry i havent been writing,.. not that ne one knows my new name but yeah me and my mommy got in a big fight and so i couldnt use the computer,.. becuase she would like go crazy. but yeah i am really tired and evrything is really funny.. hmmmm... so ne wayz i am next to arielle and we are having fun. i graduated last night.. sounds kinda weird,.. like i always see evryone doi ng it but i didnt picture ME graduatin. yeah ne wayz i dont know what to write haha i am guna go

suckadick

`me

con_fessions @ 2004-06-22T12:57:00

2004-06-22T17:00:16Z

heyy evryone this is my new journal.. livejournal is the best. blurty sucks. hehe this is my firs tNEW entry. its like the same layout and megan did it for me. thanks megan! well i am sittting next to arielle right now and i m so tired. hehe. arielle like hates me but i love her. i was thinking last night about everything. lol i miss a lotta shit. i havent been hanging out with kina lately and i miss her. it isnt the same ne more with just katie and kina. i mean i love jackee to death and shit but i just miss it the way it was before all of this. oh well things chagnge. my mom is trying to find a way for me to get into lunenburg.. thats good i really hope that i get in becuase if i dont i am guna be really sad.. so any ways.. i think i am guna go i will writei later.. i have only a few more days of skool wow.. high skool.. hmph.. well im out

f u c k U

zach